I was there 😌

The question was where were you?

She asked a thousand times, where?

She cried herself to sleep, hoping you would hear her cries and finally come back. How wrong! You never meant to be there from the start. The time you needed her, she was the ideal queen to survive the chess game. Now the game was over, you had a new queen, one of your desire, found through the guilt you once felt.

Pitiful, actually she despised the idea that she missed you. She had always known better, but she had personally blinded herself with the cloth of maybe this time it won't be the same.

She knew, she saw it in every action you made, every choice, every little detail of your character. She wanted what wasn't meant for her, she wanted to hope you could at least see her. See her as who she was, see her weaknesses and strengths and help her grow, be by her side at least as a friend. 

The point said was ridiculous, hoping! She knew and had always known how self centered and poisonous your were for her; yet she injected herself with that poison and smiled containing the pain.

Now the true nature of you came, you left her there, in pain crying for the poison that fed a foolish and nonexistent hope. You were so evil to her soul you made her feel as unworthy as one of those stones on the roadside, while you were praised as a hero by those blinded by your fake kindness.